Does He Really❓❓❓

Does Jesus really care or understand?  Allow me to share a story with you.....

 

Let me begin this way. There have been questioning times in my life where this question has come to the forefront of my life.  How about you?  It nags and nags me until I start feeling guilty.  Then I feel guilty that I feel guilty and am questioning.  What a merry-go-round!! 

 

About a year ago I  went through this game (if I dare call it that).  There was a time that I wondered how my rent would be paid because of a massive amount of unexpected bills.  First, I was mad. Then anxious and fearful. THEN, I decided to take it before the Lord.  Why do I generally take it to the Lord as the last resort?  A big hmmmmm....

 

At the time I had a part time job valet parking at a local hospital.  You would think that tips would be good; not the case.  One day I picked up a car to deliver it to its owner.  She had a Christian radio station on.  I love this, when it happens.  She pressed some money into my palm and told me to have a blessed day.  When I looked she had given me a $20 bill.  She had no idea of my situation.  

 

The next day I delivered another car to its owner, and again had money put in my palm, all folded up.  I shoved it in my pocket because I was busy.  When I had a chance to look at it, it was a $100 bill.  I was shocked. I asked someone if it was real and, yes, it was.  I didn't take it to the bank to deposit for several days because I kept expecting her to come back and claim it.  Really, Susan (that's me)??   Shame on me.  I had forgotten to say, "Thank you, Jesus!"  Will I ever learn? 

 

So, does He know and care about our every need?  You betcha. Did my rent get paid?  You betcha!!