Food for Thought🍎

   I am all about my personal accountability, but I don't always stand true to this.  Many times in my life have I thought I have fooled my friends, co-workers, acquaintances, Jesus, only to find out they knew all along what was going on.  Silly me for trying to play a magician and focusing on a disappearing act with myself.  Ugh.  
     During this stressful time in our world, I have been trying to evaluate and re-evaluate my position on life, where I stand on issues, where I have stood in the past and what road I want to head down.  The other day I was listening to David Phelps,who used to sing with the Gaither Vocal Band. The below song struck a nerve within my heart, so I thought I would share it with you.  Food for thought...... 
I can fool my closest friends
I can fool my loved ones too
I can fool myself but then
Lord, I know I can't fool you
I am walking wounded, broken
I want back the joy I knew
I need something real to hope in
Jesus what I need is you
I don't need a voice of thunder
For me to believe it's true
I don't need a sign or wonder
Jesus what I need is you
I've been such a great pretender
But it's wearing on my soul
I've no terms for my surrender
Help me Jesus, make me whole
I don't need a voice of thunder
For me to believe it's true
I don't need a sign or wonder
Jesus what I need is you
I'm so tired of being afraid
Sadness knocking on my door
You can fix this mess I've made
Take me, take me now
I'm yours
I don't need a voice of thunder
For me to believe it's true
I don't need a sign or wonder
Jesus what I need is you
          What I  Need is You
          David Phelps